Today was a pretty good day. I felt ALOT better w/ my flu but my sinus infection left me with a pretty bad headache. I hadta take a spanish test first pd. which sucked really bad since i kno i most likely failed it. 2nd period we took a quiz that alex gave me all the answers too since she takes piano but i finally understood it by the end of calss. 3rd pd. was pretty boring. 4th we hada test that I def. failed...I made Danielle tell me what I got cuz i couldnt evn dare to look.lol 5th pd. same ol boring spanish shit. 6th math is fooking hard. 7th was the best I talked to Nikki n Erik n Rick n nikki helped me alot plus i found out that i have a B and Mr.Mullane gave me some words of encouragement too. Oh and we got doughnuts since we won the food drive shannan. MIne was coconut ( lol lauren mmmm nutty! )
The bus was awesome! Me n Lauren quoted a million things from Napolean Dynamite. Ok i'll admit ...that movie was sooo stupid the 1st time but after that its hillarious! I felt so good after I talked to her.
Ive been feeling really self concious lately. There's just so many people who i wish i looked like. Like, it's so hard to be pretty in this society. I kno im skinny but there's nothing i can do and if i gained weight people would call me fat! So theres always something someone picks out of someone that doesnt please them. But I just wish i could b one of those girls that alot of people say yeah shes really pretty. I just wish I was noticed so ive been feelling pretty low. I feel like the only thing people notice is how skinny i am and it sucks! But thank you so much nikki - - u really helped. !!
Tonight i wanna go to the Y so i can get in some games cuz i miss playin bball for fun. Then tomorrow joey has a wrestling tournament in West HOlmes that he wants me to go to but its 2 hrs away n i def. dont wanna take the bus w/ leesa so i'll prbably jus go w/ his parents. Then sun. will probly just b h.w day! Yippee great weekend right! lol Me n Joey r getting better. I have some things to work on but we'l make it ( it takes 2 ! ) but i love him becuz he truly is the ONLY ONE who makes me feel completely beautiful =)
with a strong word, - Kristyn
There's more to me than
you'll ever see . . .
There's so many secrets
underneath my smile
And so many tears behind
my ' life ' that " o so perfect
life i have "
