The bus was awesome! Me n Lauren quoted a million things from Napolean Dynamite. Ok i'll admit ...that movie was sooo stupid the 1st time but after that its hillarious! I felt so good after I talked to her.
Ive been feeling really self concious lately. There's just so many people who i wish i looked like. Like, it's so hard to be pretty in this society. I kno im skinny but there's nothing i can do and if i gained weight people would call me fat! So theres always something someone picks out of someone that doesnt please them. But I just wish i could b one of those girls that alot of people say yeah shes really pretty. I just wish I was noticed so ive been feelling pretty low. I feel like the only thing people notice is how skinny i am and it sucks! But thank you so much nikki - - u really helped. !!
Tonight i wanna go to the Y so i can get in some games cuz i miss playin bball for fun. Then tomorrow joey has a wrestling tournament in West HOlmes that he wants me to go to but its 2 hrs away n i def. dont wanna take the bus w/ leesa so i'll prbably jus go w/ his parents. Then sun. will probly just b h.w day! Yippee great weekend right! lol Me n Joey r getting better. I have some things to work on but we'l make it ( it takes 2 ! ) but i love him becuz he truly is the ONLY ONE who makes me feel completely beautiful =)
with a strong word, - Kristyn
Ive been feeling really self concious lately. There's just so many people who i wish i looked like. Like, it's so hard to be pretty in this society. I kno im skinny but there's nothing i can do and if i gained weight people would call me fat! So theres always something someone picks out of someone that doesnt please them. But I just wish i could b one of those girls that alot of people say yeah shes really pretty. I just wish I was noticed so ive been feelling pretty low. I feel like the only thing people notice is how skinny i am and it sucks! But thank you so much nikki - - u really helped. !!
Tonight i wanna go to the Y so i can get in some games cuz i miss playin bball for fun. Then tomorrow joey has a wrestling tournament in West HOlmes that he wants me to go to but its 2 hrs away n i def. dont wanna take the bus w/ leesa so i'll prbably jus go w/ his parents. Then sun. will probly just b h.w day! Yippee great weekend right! lol Me n Joey r getting better. I have some things to work on but we'l make it ( it takes 2 ! ) but i love him becuz he truly is the ONLY ONE who makes me feel completely beautiful =)
with a strong word, - Kristyn